see you never

this wasn't anything i thought it was 

going to be 

and 

actually 

it was worse 

i've got cards from 

monzo 

starling 

nectar 

the dvla 

in my purse 

and i wish you never wrote me

wish you 

never

          wish you 

           never 

                          wish you 

                           never

don't say it now 

without a crowd 

and quiet 

water that was sapphire 

water that was warm and 

blue 

is sewage now 

because of you 

and i wish i never met you 

my blood was warm 

and now it's cold like you 

fucked me well and with a stocism 

that said come well

and farewell

and take care

and goodbye 

one last scream for old times sake 

one last moment 

of stone perfection 

one last 

french free 

kiss on the lips 

and we part forever 

exclaim about 

the loveliness of

the spring weather 

before i 

see you 

never 

                see you 

                   never    

                                  see you